watchin what women want wit mel gibson.
this is actually a dope movie. i wish i could get electricuted and then have the ability to read minds of the opposite sex..minus the whole get electricuted part.
*haha
but if i could read the male mind i wonder what types of things i would find out. what type of things they keep to themselves and dont just say out loud. would i tell people about this? probably not. if u know someone can read ur thoughts u would probably have less thoughts. or be around them less
the therapist in the movie said if u know what woman want, you could rule the world. shit prolly not.. what do woman want? idk. i just want my sanity. i want to find someone to complete me[maddd corny] i want somebody to chase me a little, i wanna have some greeeat conversations. like some of the dopest conversations ever. i gets deeep.*pause /i love to talk.obviously. i want to be asked about my day, remember if i said i was doing somethin note worthy and ask about it, somebody who wants to do stuff like get starbucks or just kick it and not have to move his hands from ma thighs, or tongue from my neck every 5 minutes..is it possible to just kick it no strings attached? i want someone to understand that i clean my ears daily some time bi,tri,& quad daily[if there is such a thing] not so u can stick ur tongue in it or blow ur hot breath in it, so i can have the damn shivers afterwards. i want some one who doesnt mind holdin hands every now & then, some1 chill, someone who will bring me around his friends, someone creative, someone who listens & actually remember..damn.. that would be nice. but i cant help but think, wen will i find mr.what women want?
sadly its looking grim for this lifetime
Saturday, January 31, 2009
Friday, January 30, 2009
A friendship more complicated than a relationship but less rewarding cus its sexless.
hi welcome to my world blah blah heres the drama.i had a blowup with my dick head of a best friend about the goings on of yesterday. hott couldnt describe my emotion thouroughly enough. im jolly now.power of music i suppose, but i wrote this rite n tha middle of my funk..
Y is it easier for me to express myself thru writting then over the phone r face to face? I used to ask myself that all the time but I figured it out. I'm hella emotional. Its not really a personality flaw but it is a pain n the ass. I cry when I'm frustrated cus that's what I have control over. I can't write a 7 page text message tear friend but if I have to say the words I'm tearing up. Dickhead makes me wonder y I even bother. He knows how to push my buttons. But if u know how to make me mad is it really an accomplishment wen I get there? Is this friendship toxic and I don't see it? Y do I always have to be at my boiling point, talkin bout fck him this is too much work and give his ass the coldest shoulder before he realizes that he went to far? Idk these r not questions I can answer myself. And this is just a friendship so now ask y would I rather be single? I put so much of myself n my friendships that I'm too exhausted to be n a relation ship. For somebody who swears she's to chill for drama I find myself in a lot when it comes to dickhead. Is it worth it? That's what I continue to ask myself.
i think i will post our text converstion later so u can see why the hell i steamin beaman dude is truly a piece of effin work
Y is it easier for me to express myself thru writting then over the phone r face to face? I used to ask myself that all the time but I figured it out. I'm hella emotional. Its not really a personality flaw but it is a pain n the ass. I cry when I'm frustrated cus that's what I have control over. I can't write a 7 page text message tear friend but if I have to say the words I'm tearing up. Dickhead makes me wonder y I even bother. He knows how to push my buttons. But if u know how to make me mad is it really an accomplishment wen I get there? Is this friendship toxic and I don't see it? Y do I always have to be at my boiling point, talkin bout fck him this is too much work and give his ass the coldest shoulder before he realizes that he went to far? Idk these r not questions I can answer myself. And this is just a friendship so now ask y would I rather be single? I put so much of myself n my friendships that I'm too exhausted to be n a relation ship. For somebody who swears she's to chill for drama I find myself in a lot when it comes to dickhead. Is it worth it? That's what I continue to ask myself.
i think i will post our text converstion later so u can see why the hell i steamin beaman dude is truly a piece of effin work
Current Events
found my seeing sounds cd.legit
drove to the edge of the earth to get dickhead and took him to work. we road in silence. im still salty about last nights fiasco. now i am all about holdin grudges but i woulda dropped the attitude for a simple apology. did i get that? noope apparently it was too much to ask.
currently duckin his calls and ignoring his texts.
the cold part about it is im not even madd any more. but until i get that damn apology [ and some damn flowers would be nice] he gets no comunicay!
anywho. maino has a new song with t-pain. its growin on me but so far so badd. watev im a maino supporter so i endorse it. http://www.zshare.net/audio/547808017adca0b3/
rhymefest has a diss record out on charles hamilton. im not bein modest when i say this but that black ass shaft lookin mofo got tha game messed up. it was whack and all he did was call ch gay in a hundred different ways. hated it.
he betta sit down wit his pleather so soft who tha eff am i wit ma 1 hit wonder ass down.
niggery finished.. still debating on doin my notorius blog. they made pac look like a dweeb & bat shit crazy. there was some pissed off niggas at the movies that night and i was one of them..maybe tomorrow
drove to the edge of the earth to get dickhead and took him to work. we road in silence. im still salty about last nights fiasco. now i am all about holdin grudges but i woulda dropped the attitude for a simple apology. did i get that? noope apparently it was too much to ask.
currently duckin his calls and ignoring his texts.
the cold part about it is im not even madd any more. but until i get that damn apology [ and some damn flowers would be nice] he gets no comunicay!
anywho. maino has a new song with t-pain. its growin on me but so far so badd. watev im a maino supporter so i endorse it. http://www.zshare.net/audio/547808017adca0b3/
rhymefest has a diss record out on charles hamilton. im not bein modest when i say this but that black ass shaft lookin mofo got tha game messed up. it was whack and all he did was call ch gay in a hundred different ways. hated it.
he betta sit down wit his pleather so soft who tha eff am i wit ma 1 hit wonder ass down.
niggery finished.. still debating on doin my notorius blog. they made pac look like a dweeb & bat shit crazy. there was some pissed off niggas at the movies that night and i was one of them..maybe tomorrow
Thursday, January 29, 2009
MothaF*&^%$#@@
3:55am Cali time babyy
just got home from a game night with my actual bestfriend and my friend who i call best friend. i knew this was gonna be a shitty ass nite cus rite before i got to park the police stopped me and said he got 3 calls about me so called driving recklessly on the freeway.
wtf. cavi did wat?
bullshit. if he woulda tried to give me a ticket i woulda fell out of the car and started sizzlin like bacon..anything to get out of a ticket rite.
ok so we went inside and immediatly cracked a bottle and broke out the uno cards. my besfriend who will now be known as dickhead started workin ma nerves. now here is somethin u should know about me 1. im never wrong 2.i hate loosing 3.i hate wen people talk over me 4.im emotional. watever blame it on my ovaries im just an emotional creature.. here is somethin u should no about dickhead 1. he's never wrong 2.he hates loosing 3.he ALWAYS talks over me 4. he is amused by my angry rants[ or as he calls it, tantrums] toxic combination. oh and if u need to kno anything about the dude i call bestfriend know he loves wen me and dickhead argue and he is usually on whater side im not on!
so i win a game,dickhead wins a game, i win a game, dick head wins a game, by now he is actin like a real porkface, braggin about how he is winning because he won the most recent game. i explain its a tie and this game will determine the winner, he aint havin it.. ok so im at about a 5 rite now. im slightly irrated but watever .
he wins the next game after no lie 50somethin minutes of me silently prayin he looses and him runnin his mouth. we started monopoly, he swears up and down i cheat when im the banker & i make up my own rules i kindly tell him to shut what i like to call the fck up about 9 times before i even deal the money. im at about a 7.
nonsense insues.
harrassment and character assasinations from dickhead
cuss words,middle fingers and a murder attempt from me
bestfriend amused by the scene we're making
me debating pros and cons of a life in jail for double homicide
im at a 20 by the middle of the beggining of the game. fckin dickhead.
all this and i ask, if u know exactly what button to push to piss somebody off would u press that button? i respect him too much to call him a bitch but i swear to god[who's ever god] that he makes me mad enuf to tar and feather him.old school.
i left before i had to get ig'nant. flippin couches and bangin on ma chest like king effin kong. now im home ventin my frustrations. tomorrow he should beware cus im always my most evil when i had sometime to think shit thru. warnings*
just got home from a game night with my actual bestfriend and my friend who i call best friend. i knew this was gonna be a shitty ass nite cus rite before i got to park the police stopped me and said he got 3 calls about me so called driving recklessly on the freeway.
wtf. cavi did wat?
bullshit. if he woulda tried to give me a ticket i woulda fell out of the car and started sizzlin like bacon..anything to get out of a ticket rite.
ok so we went inside and immediatly cracked a bottle and broke out the uno cards. my besfriend who will now be known as dickhead started workin ma nerves. now here is somethin u should know about me 1. im never wrong 2.i hate loosing 3.i hate wen people talk over me 4.im emotional. watever blame it on my ovaries im just an emotional creature.. here is somethin u should no about dickhead 1. he's never wrong 2.he hates loosing 3.he ALWAYS talks over me 4. he is amused by my angry rants[ or as he calls it, tantrums] toxic combination. oh and if u need to kno anything about the dude i call bestfriend know he loves wen me and dickhead argue and he is usually on whater side im not on!
so i win a game,dickhead wins a game, i win a game, dick head wins a game, by now he is actin like a real porkface, braggin about how he is winning because he won the most recent game. i explain its a tie and this game will determine the winner, he aint havin it.. ok so im at about a 5 rite now. im slightly irrated but watever .
he wins the next game after no lie 50somethin minutes of me silently prayin he looses and him runnin his mouth. we started monopoly, he swears up and down i cheat when im the banker & i make up my own rules i kindly tell him to shut what i like to call the fck up about 9 times before i even deal the money. im at about a 7.
nonsense insues.
harrassment and character assasinations from dickhead
cuss words,middle fingers and a murder attempt from me
bestfriend amused by the scene we're making
me debating pros and cons of a life in jail for double homicide
im at a 20 by the middle of the beggining of the game. fckin dickhead.
all this and i ask, if u know exactly what button to push to piss somebody off would u press that button? i respect him too much to call him a bitch but i swear to god[who's ever god] that he makes me mad enuf to tar and feather him.old school.
i left before i had to get ig'nant. flippin couches and bangin on ma chest like king effin kong. now im home ventin my frustrations. tomorrow he should beware cus im always my most evil when i had sometime to think shit thru. warnings*
the cool kids
my favorite cool kid is chuck frickiin inglish. yeaa that was months n the making i honestly couldnt decide. random but watever cunts i can say what i want.
so this [well the video above] is tha pennies video. my only problem wit it is mikey kept doin tha retard lip move. he moved one side of his lip really high and the other part really low. i felt retarted while watchin. thats soo niggerish and if he thinks its cool lookin i beg to differ. it looks..well retarted. watev i still rock out wit my [female] cock out so tha cool kids r winners to me.
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
myspace rant.idk where it came from
im on myspace and tha douch to tha bags on here are just triflin.
whos profile title is: comment my pics? or :leave me a voice comment? ur soundin super duper thirstaay.i also hattttte to the 9th degree when people take pictures wit the camera in the picture.like ya know wen u see the camera n the bathroom mirror!!?!. or wen they do everything in their power take squash their full body into a flick so u can see their so called dope looks like hobo wear outfits.
noo how bout tha softcore porn bucket-naked pictures. all lame! the people who have like 4 thousand friends, who use glitter graphics that say shit like thanks for tha add and little poems about about you are. and dont get me started on music pages. ahhhhh how the hell do u not kno u cant rap? ur beats r whack? or the production of ur shit is booboo garbage.. man they should never gave u niggas music pages! or myspaces for that matter. ok im done
whos profile title is: comment my pics? or :leave me a voice comment? ur soundin super duper thirstaay.i also hattttte to the 9th degree when people take pictures wit the camera in the picture.like ya know wen u see the camera n the bathroom mirror!!?!. or wen they do everything in their power take squash their full body into a flick so u can see their so called dope looks like hobo wear outfits.
noo how bout tha softcore porn bucket-naked pictures. all lame! the people who have like 4 thousand friends, who use glitter graphics that say shit like thanks for tha add and little poems about about you are. and dont get me started on music pages. ahhhhh how the hell do u not kno u cant rap? ur beats r whack? or the production of ur shit is booboo garbage.. man they should never gave u niggas music pages! or myspaces for that matter. ok im done
SOB's clash of the titans..or ya kno..somethin like that
man so tha charles hamilton v. serius jones cypher is probably thee most twittered thing today. dead ass every body is talkin about it. i am a charles hamilton fan so i was talkin shit n my head about serius before i watched the video[like a true fan.lol]
started off nice first like 3 seconds and serius was droppin bars. then charles attacked. good shit as well. but tha next verse proved to be my fav in the whole cypher. serius was chill droppin gem after gem..there was no coming back from that. check it and let me know wat u think. i'll be on twitter so ccatch me there
started off nice first like 3 seconds and serius was droppin bars. then charles attacked. good shit as well. but tha next verse proved to be my fav in the whole cypher. serius was chill droppin gem after gem..there was no coming back from that. check it and let me know wat u think. i'll be on twitter so ccatch me there
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