Tuesday, October 28, 2008

so sick of love songs

ughh i need to retire my love songs cus i get soo emo after slappin them. im soo anti love cus its played out.

ok i know ur thinkin bitter bitch fall back but just go with it

now i am a solid young lady. i have a job, an apartment, moved out her alllll the way from cali, i go to school, i can have intelligent convos, im fun to be around and im funny and i am just well rounded. now i have to highlight the good because u kno the bad is coming next. I am super pickey. like super duper pickey wen it comes to dudes. all im looking for is someone who i can have a deep convo with. have a debate on music using valid arguments that actually make sense. have a job and a plan for the future. have goals in life. someone ambitious. someone faithful. i am secure. i am trusting and i want someone who can give that back. i want someone who wants to talk to me, someone who looks forward to spending time with me.i want someone who will call me just cus. i want someone to make time for me. i want someone to call me and sing little songs on my voice mail and save my text messages. someone to smile wen they hear my ringtone. i wanna have inside jokes that only we understand. and have a song that means alot to us together. little kisses here and there. holding hands in public and all that cupcake shit. but not OD. i want someone to understand wat im saying even wen im having a hard time voicing wat i mean. i want to be wanted. is that too much to ask??

unfortunatly for me it is and i know it. i understand it. im over it.

..but im still lonely

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